Love unexpressed & Destiny.

I remember the day I first saw her,

I remember the color she wore, it was white, just like the white, angels use,

I remember the smell, when she went past me,

I remember the way she tied her hair,

I remember her eyes, the glow they had, supple they were,

I remember her lips,

I remember her neck which was naked but her ears weren't,

I remember the violins playing,

I remember the wind,

I remember the sky,

And yes I was in love,

I remember everything about that moment, it is so vivid in my mind, still!

To this day I remember that moment, that was the first day of my 4 year course.

Never I spoke to her, never I tried to speak to her, I wasn't afraid and I wasn't the typical loser guy who was either too shy to express his love or too timid to confess his love.

I wanted my love to be a one way road, I never wanted her to know I loved her, I always wondered if it was only me.

I just love this feeling of loving her secretly,

There is certain sense of fulfillment in helping her unknowingly, helping her when she least expects a favor or help.

Just like summer rain they give us respite from this heat when we least expect them, but the joy they give us when they come is worth a million.

I wanted to be the summer rain in her life,

I never expected anything from her,

I wanted to see her smile,

I wanted to do things which made her smile.

I always wondered if it were obsession,

I always thought if it was obsession.

Yes, I was obsessed about her,

so obsessed was I, that I left her to be on her own,

may be cause, I was so obsessed about the way she was,

may be cause, I was afraid if she would change if she knew I loved her.

But never could I express my love,

I never regretted of not expressing love to her and it is not that I can't love other girls now.

May be I wanted it to be like that,

may be I was more satisfied like that.

I have absolutely no contact with her. I last saw her on our fare-well day, she looked beautiful as she always did, I always saw something new every-time I saw her.

After 3 years,

I met her yesterday,

I was resting on a bench tired after my morning jog in Indira park,

I saw her,

she saw me,

I left the place, went to the parking, I almost got into my car,

I herd some one call me,

and it was she.

She looked into my eyes, I looked into hers.

She broke the silence "how are you"

"I'm fine" I replied.

and I realized this was the first time I spoke to her.

We sat on a bench and spoke for 3 hours 45 minutes, as if we knew each other forever.

I said, " I would have never spoken to you on my own"

she: Yes I know

I: how do you know?

she: I know you love me and I love you too.

May be we were destined And her name is Sneha.