Memories & the stupid hope

there wasn't a day

there wasn't a light

which passed without knowing you,

how could they go with out knowing you...

for, there was no one beyond you...

your perfume lingers on...

your taste hangs on...

but, I could never move on

memories ah memories

the way you have dimples on your chin, when you smile

the way you set your beautiful hair

and the way we were as a pair

memories were many....

memories they were so sweet yet so cruel

like a chameleon they changed their colors

once you are in disneyland

and then in no-man's land

I tried hard I tried real hard

But you still smile at me across the room

and I thought this happened actually in movies

I threw the things

the things you gave

the things that were

the things that are

brought no relief

for, they are just things

the more I try

the more I remembered

the laugh

the cry

the smile

the hate

I have been through everything with you, every emotion reminds me of you.

I always hoped we didn't share so many emotions,

I always hoped you left me with one emotions of me but not we

If you did left one

I would have remained in that emotion forever

just because, it doesn't remind me of you.

sometimes I hoped I had a drug which would just erase your memories....but when ever I thought of that drug, I have this strange emotion, one part of me is happy that would have more peace in life but the other is afraid that I wouldn't have the pain in life, the pain is you.

I still go to the place we had pancakes,

I still remain online so that I could reply if you message me

I still buy a gift on the valentines'

Just in the eternal elusive hope of YOU MIGHT JUST COMEBACK